Firegirl

This is just an ordinary day
Wipe the insecurities away
I can see that the darkness will erode
Looking out the corner of my eye
I can see that the sunshine will explode
Far across the desert in the sky

Beautiful girl
Won't you be my inspiration?
Beautiful girl
Don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world
Could ever come between us?
Beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down
Won't let you down

This is the beginning of your day
Life is more intricate than it seems
Always be yourself along the way
Living through the spirit of your dreams

Beautiful girl
Won't you be my inspiration?
Beautiful girl
Don't you throw your love around
What in the world, what in the world
Could ever come between us?
Beautiful girl, beautiful girl
I'll never let you down
Won't let you down
Down, down...

Something about me?
I dont like too much to talk about myself, its something that i think that could do it the people who really know me.
All that i know about me its that i am a strange girl in a strange world, and i all i can show you its my passions and the way i use to be.
I live in Valencia, Spain, and yes i speak in english even if is not my maternal language, i love the videogames, thats one of my passions, and also i like to write, because its the easier way that i found to sort out my feelings to the world, like i said i have problems for talk about me, i love the music as well, thats something that make me get high and i need it in my life like the air that i breath, my drug, i live in an apartment not too far away from the beach, with my english boyfriend and my english puppy ;), the sea its so important for me too, go to walk around, and have a fag make me chill out in the hard days, some days i need dissapear of the rest of the world and take the car , drive and put on the mp3 of my car to the highest volume helps alot.
I have 4 brothers and i am the only one girl so that made me abit different of the rest of the girls that i know, i have more friends boys than girls and dont ask me why, because i still without know, girls dont use to like me :(
Maybe cause i prefer be at home playing hl2 than go to shopping , fuck knows!!
Oh yeah, i swear alot!!!
You will realise that soon, like i am the most of the time joking so dont try to get anything about me too serious...
Carpe Diem all!!

I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

He is the only one, before, now...always
Something that i wrote for him a few time ago...

Another love story?

The life is full of them ,
but all are different..
The mine maybe is not better,
or more special
To the eyes of another people ,
But is the one for me,
It is like a travel that started 1 year ago now,
Without want it and without looking for it,
I had a life in that time,
My life before of him
My half life,
Then we met in a summer night,
A night like this,
Just some funny games,
Some laughs,
But all was waking up,
Giving me a lot of moments,
Because finally,
of that the life is made up,
of moments,
I didnt have an image
When I started to love him,
Just our time,
Just me and him,
And the things we shared
In that time, our time,
Our special connection

He found that key
The one that make me smile
The one that make me feel
The one that make me need
Because I need him
I need that blue eyes
Of marine water
just them
Bring me to the life,
I need his smile,
His naughty face
When he look at me
In that way
That way that make feel
Beautiful and the only one
To his eyes,
I need it as much
As not to concern
The distance of that sea
That separated to us
Like for draw all,
The difficulties
That we had in our way
That way that has lead
To us up here,
To travel together
This trip that is the life,
To cross it together,
To wake up each morning
Close to him,
And dont let of holding the hands
And spend the life time
Looking to us in silence,
That silence that is full of things.

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This is not just a hl2 team, they are the persons which i spend alot of time, playing, laughing,
talking, even getting mad ...sometimes!!
I love it!!